The bathroom mirror has grown sluggish. When I brush my teeth and stick out my tongue, foam clinging to the corners of my mouth, it takes seven seconds for the girl inside the mirror to do the same. I force a smile. The foam is already drying on my cheek, but her face remains blank, as if she’s forgotten how to move.
I call someone to replace it. The installer steps in and says, “This mirror’s fine. What are you trying to fix?” I tell him it’s slow. Forgetful. He frowns, and so does his reflection. He grins, revealing yellowed teeth, and the mouth in the mirror stains the same. “It just reacts a little late,” he says, wiping away steam. “Like someone getting old.”
I put on the red dress Mom gave me for my birthday two years ago. The zipper sticks halfway up my back. “Do you still recognize me?” I ask. The girl in the mirror still wears a white blouse and straight pants. I tie my hair into a ponytail and grin at her; her hair hangs loose, her makeup flawless. I pull out my old stuffed rabbit from the back of the closet, my best friend from childhood. Her version slings a black crossbody bag.
I want to lash out. At her slowness. Her confusion. I glare. She looks back, uneasy. Fine lines gather at her eyes. Silver threads appear at her temples. Her figure swells like rising dough. Only when the peony-shaped jade brooch emerges at her collar do I realize: She looks just like my mother, before dementia took her.
Now we both stand still. I wait for her to catch up. And she, maybe, is waiting without knowing why.

Huina Zheng is a college essay coach and an editor. Her stories appear in Baltimore Review, Variant Literature, and more. Nominated thrice for both the Pushcart Prize and Best of the Net, she lives in Guangzhou, China, with her family.
